tis gd, more relaxing than england lol :]
my cousins and auntie and uncle have asked my parents to let me live here O__O'' like its really sudden but im thinking about it...
im coming back on the 8th august. are you going anywhere for summer?
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thats not truee lol
i havent decided if i should take the offer though
like i'd miss you guys loads and loads and my dad is sad about it too ]:
but he's gonna fly out here to ask my cousins Cyber School about the education and stuff.
cooolies yeah we definatly have to meet up before holiday is over!
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awwwhh :'(:'(:'(
i dont want to go
but part of me wants to
i guess cos its different than england
like more spacey
no worries i havent made a final decision yet and probs wont till late next year
I read part of your journal; watch out for those devilish commas! They're the most important punctuation mark ever (in my opinion) and can really make or break a sentence. Your commas tend to crop up in unfavourable places, but a bit of stringent proofreading should fix that.
What problems do you have with uploading? I'll see if I can help you.
I am? Well, technically I need to upload something, but the last time I tried to do that I pressed a button wrong and it disappeared. Need to remedy that...though I'm not writing very much at the moment...I'm not short of inspiration, just motivation. Hate being depressed...been getting worse too...but apparently this is normal; it tends to get worse before it gets better.
I hate the getting-worse stage, though. I realised earlier today that I can't remember what it feels like to not be scared. And I had one of those freak-outs last night where I don't get to sleep until the small hours.
I did notice the new name, but didn't comment. Because I didn't have anything interesting to say.
Man... that sounds like it sucks. I went through a similar period of being freaked out (for slightly different reasons), and I barely got any sleep... you'll find your rhythm though.
I've figured out that if I sleep with the lights on it's all right. Though the staff keep on coming into my room and turning off the lights when I'm asleep. So if I wake up in the night it's all "OMG WTF IT'S ALL DARK".
I'm planning to do that...starting at some point in the faaar distant future...
No really, I'm trying to do that. Except last time I tried to turn off the lights I freaked and spent the rest of the night crying in the corridor/sleeping in the lounge.
I'm hoping I'll get used to the dark and be less scared of it after a while...in the mean time, I'm subconsciously procrastinating going to bed. Yay. x.X
Except the later it gets the more scared I become, so procrastinating going to bed is just counter-productive.